Sunday, July 12, 2009

Difficult Day...

Yesterday was/is/should've been (not sure how to put it since nothing is finalized yet) our 11 yr anniversary. I didn't write anything cause there were just no words for how I was feeling.

I did....go on a 3 mile run, then a 3 mile walk with Molly, then sat by the pool and started my new Jodi Picoult book, then distracted myself with greasey food at a sports bar watching the UFC fight with some girlfriends. Not a bad day...except for the lingering, dull ache in the pit of my stomach and the knot in my throat.

We did have a nice conversation though and exchanged texts throughout the day. It's nice to know that some things don't change. He's still my best friend.

3 comments:

jen said...

I'm sorry you had such a rough day, but you got through it. And you'll get stronger every day.

Brad Braden said...

Yeah I hear ya.. I just lost my best friend.. unfortunately best friends don't always make the best lovers.

Hope things are going better.

Cheers.

Rice.

Loves Life in Colorado said...

Ahhh...hang in there! I don't remember how I found your blog, but I remember how I felt while going through my divorce. It's tough. I used running and reading as a way to "disappear" too. I love Jodi Picoult!

Tara